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Maybe one day i'll get to the point where I have enough space in my mind to be aware

Of course Jade... :hug:

Meditative practice stills the mind and slowly this stillness starts to happen in daily life... this is when is told to bring zazen into daily life. After a zazen session we do Kin Hin for a while so to keep that state while being active and while doing other things... patience and practice.