[molaunterbizone]

Maybe one day i'll get to the point where I have enough space in my mind to be aware of it as it arises, then I can let it go before it manifests. Which would be nice.

I hear you. At the moment, as I type, I am quite disappointed in myself. It's early (7.22am) and I'm at work as I start on early shifts. My pass has been configured wrong and I couldn't get into my building or even the carpark and when I went to security about it, the guy was so flippant and couldn't care less and I got really angry very suddenly. I ended up walking out because I didn't want to fight with him but I was shaking when I got into my car. Then my anger got worse as all I could do was go and pay for parking across the road, which caused me to forfeit breakfast in order to start my shift on time.

So here I sit, tired, hungry and disappointed. Not a great way to start the day and I'm hoping to improve my day and let things go

In metta,
Raven