May be your Shaikh(?) does not feel competent enough to handle a giant like yourself.Some Mashaikh are good at talking,but when it comes to real roohaniyyat,they are close to zero,such Mashaikh shy away from mureeds,and rightly so. OR may be he knows that your potentials are very high...and you are being spoiled with him.The first Shaikh of syed Adam Binori,told him in so many words....that your potential is too high for me,you need a better Shaikh like Mujaddid sb RA.So syed Adam went in service of Hazrat Mujaddid,and became what he became....!