[moopogyOvenny]

I didn't realize that simply asking questions was enough to make one a troll.

Sister, I apologize on behalf of those people who insinuated that you might be a troll.

Your story was very compelling; and all you were doing was asking for advice on a deeply spiritual matter of the heart.

May Allah (swt) reward you quickly with the answers that you are seeking. Insha'Allah