Do not become hopeless, if you are sincere the help of Allah will come to you. Try to keep yourself free from sin, do not talk too much, keep your gaze lowered do not mix with people too much or only mix with good pious people or spend afew hours a week with them. Make tawba and istigfar, do 100 tasbih morning and evening of subhanallah, Alhamdulillah, Walla ilalah. Alhuakbar. Durud sharif 100 types morning and evening. May Allah help us all. Ameen.