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Hi.
I was meditating the other night. I tried to focus, but my mind wanted to be silent and still. I let it happen. I was awake and aware of myself and my surroundings but in the meditation state. It felt amazing. Into it, I felt energy through me and it felt almost like a flying or swinging (the best ways I can describe it) and - I know I've talked about feeling like having a light shine on me in a darkened room with eyes closed-- this felt like warm bright sunshine all over me in a nighttime dark room.
This is a first and more pronounced than anything I have had before.
Lately, with the autowriting in practice, I've been getting new insights and inspirations.
Am I opening or developing more deeply? Am I shifting my consciousness?
Just trying to make sense of it.

One more thing: I keep getting that I am called to be an energy healer along with my other healing/health skills. I am a bit embarrassed about that. People may think it's weird. But that is a consistant message. I'm told that I will know how to do this. Myself, I am unsure of what that is or how anything I do is different that what others do.
I do know that I was feeling a God Energy come through me and into my hand energy centers. Still trying to get what I am to do and how to do the healing.