[BJEugene]

Hmm, Hey how you doing.

This caught my eye and although I didnt want to read some of it as I have things goign on wich I dotn have answers to and or want to think about, it still is crazy how much you sound like me.

I feel I dotn belong here, I feel god treats me differently and theres one rule for others and different for me. I have had so many unexplained things about me and my life.

I was spiritual growing up and it seems my whole life has taken a toll, nothing has worked out no matter what I tried, then few years ago after learning the truth of the world in many ways I went from one thing to another, and if I didnt do it that way I wouldnt of believed it.

Makes me beg the question did I miss something because it seems I missed all the signs.

But now im trying to move foward, the thing you said about crown being sucked of energy, I dont feel the same but it does feel like that with my chakras sometimes although i doubt its true, maybe im just getting use to my chakras beign more open? or because of the shifts I am changing?

I feel different, the air feels different, I swear in not normal, looking in the mirror at my aura and true self, I see dark, grey my hairs black then i see a black and white version of myself is this normal? I think theres alot of good in me, but im not sure.

I have been told of gifts given to me from readings but how can i be sure? what are these gifts? I was told I would go threw changes before the new year , do i feel different yes, is these changes why my eye feels so weird now?

Trust me I dont feel like I belong here and no matter what I do I wont. Why is this? I dont know. But I know one thing im nothing like most people in this world. But that said, I have done bad neverless, so does that make me bad?

If some one makes money and it changes them, does that mean it was the money that changed them? or that the ego, arrogance, temper, selfishness, etc was already there? and the money helped them show it?

Eyeopen