[stadiaKab]

Well I have an update:

I attempted guided spirit guide meditations several times yesterday. I believe I may of finally made some sort of contact. I've never randomly imagined things while meditating before so I hope it's for real. Anyhow, I kept seeing this giant viking looking guy. No matter how hard i tried, I couldn't see many details. I started asking a million questions trying to elicit a response. Suddenly I saw an image of a large horned animal that looked like an ox to me. I'm not a farmer of any sort, so I wouldn't know for sure. That would certainly be interesting though because a lot of my online friends know me by the name "oxrock". Towards the end I asked "is there anything important I should know?" Out of the blue I see characters from a medieval period video game I sometimes play fighting. I honestly don't know what any of it would mean. My imagination has never run away on me in the past but anything is possible.