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I have also bean down there, horrible. It was like a training beat in keeping the mind steady and not give in to anything what tried to catch my attention....I was send there to get my son back.....All this happened during the "psyhopath" time, I did not understand when all this happened, it has taken me 30 year´s of digesting what I went through and why I was send there, but I was guided by a voice....to keep me on track....and what I remember of this is.....The voice said...do not listen to anyone...keep going...( noices/voices was helvetic and hand´s touching me it was like very near for me to loose my mind, going crazy)...the voice said all the time to remind me to keep my mind pure and not give in to anything...but keep going to get what I was there to bring back....I know today it was my son´s soul.....I did understand also when my son become satan vorchipper not to leave him and not to give in but to keep going on reminding my son who he is....he did change during this time from loving to hating...but he did come back to normal....Through my son I have dared to face the darkest of dark, I am ever greatful to my son, without him I wouldn´t dared to do this.....and I have to thank the psychopath for giving me this opportunity, I know where my heart belong´s and why, and I have got the experience of infinity so I have both pole experiences. It is compleat.

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