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**Crilosajsamq** · 05-05-2009, 02:42 AM

hey Jo,
I wish I was more consistant with this both for others as well as myself but, as you must have noticed I don't do this kind of communication very well or very often.
I have to say that I saw your post about just listening to birds and not chasing the almighty dollar and had to laugh. I had a disscussion with my husband about just that same thing, and then on my way home from my daughters house ( she lives across the drive from us) I saw this tiny little finch on the top of one of the tallest ocotillos in the yard singing his lungs out. I had to stop because he had the most beautiful song and the brightest yellow breast. It was so wonderful to have that moment. It was my mom's birthday she will be gone 10 years this nov. and I miss her everyday still. The reason I bring it up is when I got home I checked the form before going to bed and there was your post. I thought how sync how did Jo know that I had stopped to listen to that finch. It was already may 4th for you, for me I was still listening to that song on May 3rd.
Part of why I do this is that when my mom died I was at a loss. I missed her so much what a heart ache I had but not one word went on paper to make that feeling solid something I could dedicate to her. So I do this in her memory and with her heart. Her spirit is in every word and every stone I write or show. She deserved so much more from me and I was too wrapped up in my own hurt to express to others doing the same my feeling for her as a person.
She left this world in a flurry of Sun Dogs. Strange how things lead you. When we saw the sun dogs over the house at the moment of her death I had no idea how rare they were. I had a dream that very night of her is a bright red caddillac with a white scarf around her neck looking like she was 17 again. I have to smile with a tear everytime I think of that memory as she was never able to be selfish or overly indulgent of her own needs and in the end I think her reward was greater than if she was Diana the goddess of Love herself. annieo

05-05-2009, 02:42 AM	#21
Crilosajsamq Join Date Oct 2005 Posts 517 Senior Member	hey Jo, I wish I was more consistant with this both for others as well as myself but, as you must have noticed I don't do this kind of communication very well or very often. I have to say that I saw your post about just listening to birds and not chasing the almighty dollar and had to laugh. I had a disscussion with my husband about just that same thing, and then on my way home from my daughters house ( she lives across the drive from us) I saw this tiny little finch on the top of one of the tallest ocotillos in the yard singing his lungs out. I had to stop because he had the most beautiful song and the brightest yellow breast. It was so wonderful to have that moment. It was my mom's birthday she will be gone 10 years this nov. and I miss her everyday still. The reason I bring it up is when I got home I checked the form before going to bed and there was your post. I thought how sync how did Jo know that I had stopped to listen to that finch. It was already may 4th for you, for me I was still listening to that song on May 3rd. Part of why I do this is that when my mom died I was at a loss. I missed her so much what a heart ache I had but not one word went on paper to make that feeling solid something I could dedicate to her. So I do this in her memory and with her heart. Her spirit is in every word and every stone I write or show. She deserved so much more from me and I was too wrapped up in my own hurt to express to others doing the same my feeling for her as a person. She left this world in a flurry of Sun Dogs. Strange how things lead you. When we saw the sun dogs over the house at the moment of her death I had no idea how rare they were. I had a dream that very night of her is a bright red caddillac with a white scarf around her neck looking like she was 17 again. I have to smile with a tear everytime I think of that memory as she was never able to be selfish or overly indulgent of her own needs and in the end I think her reward was greater than if she was Diana the goddess of Love herself. annieo
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