[HonestSean]

Thanks john,
I do understand i have been there although unlike you I have a negative time of it there for the most part. There was no tree for me, I must have upset someone somewhere because well here goes I will tell as I feel I may not be staying in the gate, so here goes. A few years ago I had what I thought of as semi conscience dreams. Each one about the same thing but another bit of the story. I am floating above a battlefield, I think it is jacobean, there is a man on the ground injured, above him stands a figure in a long robe with a hood. He has the heel of his foot on the mans hands and is grinding it into the ground, the man is screaming in pain. I enter the man to take his pain, I stay there for as long as i can stand it. The mans pain transfers on to me. The pain is so intense I have to step back but I go back to help again. This goes on and on and I repeat when i am in the man, I got through culloden I can get through this. This is a dream repeated to me in some form or another for some time and from which I wake exhausted. Then it happened, after leaving the man the figure turned and looked at me directly, there was no face inside the hood, it screamed "you" and a spinning pyramid flew from where its face should have been straight at me. I screamed and woke up with a jolt, and yes your right when I opened my eyes and was really awake, the pyramid was still in front of me. I dont think I have got out of bed so quick in my life. I pulled back then and put up mirrors in my head and closed my mind. i have only just started to take down my mirrors and open my head again. I wish my experiences had been as lovely as yours, but they werent, but who knows one day I might feel the love i did when I had my NDE because they must all be conected. jo x