[Petrushkaukrop]

many years ago i was sitting in a resturant when my mind was taken away to a figure that entered the room through the wall and it was as if i was phisically in one place and mentaly in another.

a person who stayed hidden from my view said to me that i needed to make some changes in my life and that it was time for me to learn who i was. then he was gone....

the next day i was reading and that same person came into my home and this time he was just invisable to me but spoke of many things to me. he told me of the truth about many things and left. it was hard for me to accept the things being told to me becuase they were in direct conflict with what i was raised to know. i struggled for two years with religion after that.

then i got the vision. this vision played in my mind night and day for two years. here it is.

in another place and time i was. i looked on the earth in this time and was filled with compation for the people here. i could see how the dark forces of the time would do things to stamp out good. the good would always form groups of like minded people, as they always do. darkness would always infiltrate and pervert good for it's own power.

so i came up with the idea of putting good down with men, and scatter them in families and countries accross the globe. i would make it so they are always alone and isolated in ways as never to be found by darkness. i would even place good souls amoung the dark families and turn the tide of things against them. i went to the council of heaven and placed my plan in front of them for approval. it was granted.

i then went to a place far from here and spoke to a huge building full of great souls. ones who did not need to come here for they were well behyond needing this sort of lesson. they had already lived lives of honor and sacrafice.

i spoke to them and showed the difference that we could make, and they had compation for the earth. but some realized that coming here could damage them. they formed committee members and we met in closed doors to tackle the issue of how to safeguard the "wanderers" from damaging karma.

after satifactory safeguards were put into place, i submitted the full plan to this group and they accepted %100. a loud sound of applause and happieness thundered through this emence building.
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end of vision

this played like a movie in my mind day and night, for over two years. it has gone in my mind that it is no longer a vision but reality for me. as distracting as it was it has brought me here.

i find the law of one to be the most accurate thing i have ever read. for all of you that have come to the knowlege that you are a wanderer, i give my thanks to you, my brothers and sister. just being here and staying positive is all you have to do. i meditate often on your behalf. i know this place is repugnant to you, and the suffering is often more then your soul can take in. but i assure you, you have not taken on more then you can withstand, and be at peace in the knowlege that you have done well.

seek the solitude of the wilderness when you can it will strengthen you, all of you have a place that gives you peace.

peace be with you all
brian

forgive me i never learned to spell very well.

i must go now to do the dishes and i will check this later