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12-01-2009, 06:20 PM
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GaryBulguihb
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grettings all.
i was awoken approximately one month ago by a series of events, i now know were unavoidable if not planned. my story is long and probably echoed many times in these forums so i won't strain your eyes with the paragraphs upon paragraphs of details (witch would take me until the harvesting to type out because i'm what's referred to in typing as a pecker) that is my story, but i will give a few accounts. i will say that in this month i have come to this site many times and miraculously found the advice, insight and answers i needed to keep me clear and on the positive path.i will say that my awakening is nothing short of a miracle in my eyes as i had for almost twenty years tried to suppress my feelings and suppress the the knowledge i came here with.
i'm having a very difficult time getting these words out so forgive me for my vagueness, i have just finished crying for over forty-five minutes.i just had a huge fight with one of my two best friends of over twenty years, the other has blocked my calls and won't return my emails. a month ago i was...helped is the word i use, by an unknown force/being, this miracle wiped away over twenty years of a self inflicted clouding that blocked out everything i was and felt. several self destructive habits had been woven into my very existence and were more or less accepted by me as "the way it was".
after this help i found myself at my computer mindlessly staring at my desktop, witch happens to be a photo taken by the hubble telescope. it's the deep space picture containing hundreds of galaxys in the shot deemed "the most important picture ever taken." i decided to look up some stuff on astronomy as the stars have been in my mind and heart since i can remember.
in fact one of my first memories is of staring at the stars when i had to be about 4 years old and seeing a shooting star that in my memory went across the hole sky. i have always had a very strong attraction to the night sky and knew that's where i came from. anyway when i googled stars i received a very wide spectrum of sites to choose from(to say the least). one caught my eye "nibiru" was in one of the choices and for some reason i felt compelled to look.
that started me on a path of knowledge that felt more like someone telling me stuff i already knew more than anything. i went from reading about nibiru and the sumerians to other ancient civilizations to the 2012 doomsday videos and the government conspiracy cover-ups. needless to say i was getting upset and scared with certain knowledge i read and kept saying "i knew it!" i then came across the 2012 enigma video and immediately felt a kinship with david, it led me down a path of understanding and reopened my eyes to the bigger picture. he actually talked about the doom and gloom stuff and said the fear and worry is what they wanted and that made perfect sense to me. i found myself more often looking up information on the positive and less on the negative. through him and his teachings i've been guided to such people as jay weidner, scott mandelker, terence mckenna and nassim haramein to list only a few. i have at least five synchronicities a day and the most awesome dreams and signs ever experienced in my life( i had previously stopped dreaming or just didn't remember them at all).
i feel that i am leaving a lot of the magic of this out or simply cannot convey it well enough in text. my two middle fingers are also getting tired of pecking at the keyboard :d i will wrap this up, but you will hear more from me in the future and i will share my experiences with you and others reading in hopes that i may help others as you guys have helped me. i'm flawed in a number of ways, but i have been given a chance in these times. i simply want to be a part of something positive, and i feel nothing but love and compassion when i visit this site and read the post in these forums.
i want to thank everyone here for your honesty, compassion and respect...you are helping more people than you know.i also want to take this time to thank david...i consider him a true friend and brother and think of him and everyone here as family.
love,
rob
p.s i apologize for the wall of text and hope my poor grammar and writing structure along with the size don't turn others away from reading the post.
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