[Ephedrine]

well it seems that the wanderer topic is all the rage lately. are we coming out of the closet individually and saying i am?

what i find strange about it is that it never gets discussed in concrete terms. experiences or specific memories are never discussed openly. is it because these can't be verbalized or is it something else? when i was younger, i had vivid memories but whenever i tried to articulate them, i would literally start shaking. forget what i was saying and in the end my mind would just go blank. it seemed as though i could know about it but i wasn't supposed to discuss it.

another thing i've found is that whenever it is discussed, the topic changes quickly or comes to a sudden halt. what's going on?

i have a sense of urgency that we are supposed to remember something at this time. i'm constantly getting synchronicities pertaining to:

"activation" - "re-membering" - "unity"


can we fill in each others blanks?

ps: this is the second time i'm posting this. something happened to my connection when i hit "send message". if it does'nt get through this time, something weird is happening - again.