[Cyclicymn]

hi makron, wow is all i can say! a lot of what you experienced as a child has a familiar ring to it. i, too, felt different to others and was "a stranger in a strange land".

i also had the distinct feeling that i was being watched over and protected and was probably saved on 2 occassions when i could have died. when i was a baby, i would have convulsions all the time and had some type of surgery involving the removal of fluid from my spine. from the time i can remember, i was woken in the early hours of the morning by energy rising through my body and exploding in my head. this went on for years but less frequently as time went by. as a young adult, when this happened, witin a day or two i had contact with my guides - in human form. these people would appear in my life "out of the blue" so to speak, i would have only one encounter and i would never see them again. nor did anyone know who they were. our conversations would be about my life and how it was going. i would always complain and say that i was tired and wanted to go home. they smiled and nodded understandingly. towards the end they would touch my arm and would feel this overwhelming energy boost as though i was being charged up.
i was never given any instructions or advice but i went off on feeling that my life was the way it should be.

another thought/impression i had was the restriction of movement in this density. i've always found getting from one place to another by any 3d means really slow. as a child i wondered why i could'nt just get wherever i wanted just by using thought.

the most profound experience i've had, however, was when i was in my early twenties in a "slightly altered state." one night i say a silvery bluish mesh blanket wrapped around the night sky. at the same time, could hear the universe pulsing. i can only compare it to the sound of a resonating submarine radar.i don't tink i have ever felt such intense joy in my entire life.

these are just some of my experiences but that's it for today!