[dolaBeetCeage]

so many interesting stories on this thread.

yossarian wrote: sometimes i get depressed thinking of ra's very low predictions for the number of people who are going to make the harvest there is always that hopeful quote by ra (from session 65):
we may note at this point while you ponder the possibility/probability vortices that although you have many, many items which cause distress and thus offer seeking and service opportunities, there is always one container in that store of peace, love, light, and joy. this vortex may be very small, but to turn one’s back upon it is to forget the infinite possibilities of the present moment. could your planet polarize towards harmony in one fine, strong, moment of inspiration? yes, my friends. it is not probable; but it is ever possible. we should each individually and collectively strive to reach that moment.

i don't think 3rd density is necessarily a bad place to be, it's just that there is so much more to strive for, and existence on this plane is hard work at times. one experience i don't share too much with other wanderers is the longing for "home". what i do have longing for, and it's practically perpetual, is to reach my higher states of mind. this may be the same thing in essence as longing for home, but higher states of mind are certainly not reserved for wanderers alone.

my main point is that the states of mind one can reach even in 3rd density can be magical enough that one gets a taste of the higher densities. and the act of bringing that light into this plane, to use a term seth used, brings so much "value fulfillment" that i can easily see myself opting to return to another 3rd density plane for that reason alone. and it is 10 times more fulfilling to be able to share this light with others, as difficult as this might be to achieve in most cases.

as for those who are repeating this cycle, what i sometimes find sad is that many (certainly not all) are stuck in a state of perpetual spiritual childhood. there is, it seems, very little desire to evolve on this planet. this realization has been the main catalyst for me to accentuate my ambitions towards making a difference on this plane. and as a reaction to this slowness on the part of others, there was a period in my life when i started speeding up my own evolution to a crazy degree, as if i were trying to influence the mind field in that regard. i would never do this consciously now, for i feel as if this would be infringing on people's free will, but i sometimes look back at my life and wonder at the reasons behind some of the weird head trips i went through.