[Pharmaciest2007]

i don't identify with every description people make of themselves on this forum.

for instance i can't identify with the ufo interests or having paranormal experiences as a child. (i found david through his association with carla rueckert, and i found carla and her work through a random internet link. before i read the loo i hadn't given much thought to ufos.)

but i really identify with your post - it could be a description of me with very few changes. i also recently discovered that the reason i buried myself in video-games was that i was looking for a better world, a world that i knew i could find somewhere and the closest thing was fantasy books and video games. to this day nothing excites me like the thought of being able to live in one of these imaginary, heavenly worlds that writers like tolkien describe. most of my life i've been depressed, not because my own life is bad but because the world is so wrong.

www.scottmandelker.com/articles/etquiz.html

there is a test that is supposed to tell you if you're a wanderer. i only score a 65 though, which is considered borderline. i've been considering this question for two years now, and if i ask intuitively the answer is that i am one. of course that thought then just makes me feel guilty for not doing more to help the world. egads!

much love,
brian