[googlopharm]

thanks for your post larissa. it's kind of you to provide such instant acceptance.

having a free will provides us with the ability to be skeptical, to chose our reality. i appreciate this gift...
i try to be openminded too, it's all i can do really, to learn more about the world and myself. i try to hold no definite belives, and try to not label myself.
as you say, it's nice to know our orgin, but it has no practical meaning for us.
so i won't run around like an idiot screaming "i'm an alien" =d

as i have explored myself, i feel very comfortable and natural in "open hearted and loving" as you say. i have tried other states of mind, but it's all felt fake. this is genuine, who i am! and all i want to be, forever i think.
at least it feels like a state i could hold forever. love is the only feeling i've had that i cannot get bored or tired of.

so i do get i get bored easily too like you, it's the reason i've had so many interests.
i need to keep moving, to see new things. there is no material spot known to me as "home", it's as if my heart is my home. i suppose you feel that way too.

there are places though, where i feel comfortable/uncomfortable in. places with a feeling malevolent intent or loving acceptance, but i think most people are susceptible to this. i find that fascinating, you need no visual aid to feel such things around you, and no particular deep state of mind. that if anything proves that we're spiritual beings susceptible to energy.
since most people have experienced such, i suppose it's a good reason to get people interested in esoteric stuff.

the link you provided is indeed not approved here, but it's an interesting viewpoint indeed.