[2swasseneons]

hi olivia!

i am not sure what your surroundings are while you meditate, mabey you meditate during the day with the sun or in the evening with the moon...but i have had a great lift from my similar experiences and i think my negative vibes were coming from the moon. this is new to me and it might be a fluke, but i have a feeling that if im directly in the rays of the sun that i will have a more solid foundation of protection around me from these negative feelings that seem to go with my night time meditation. i am a lover of the moon, always always i felt drawn to it like i could climb the sky and get there. oddly enough, my higher self doesn't seem to like the moon for what ever reason. the more in touch i am with this inner voice, the more i feel i need to not give so much attention to the moon. like i said, these are things im experiencing, what one goes through might not be of need to another, so for all i know, you meditate in the direct sunlight daily

also, when i first began to really follow my inner voice, there was a shift inside me that lasted for a couple of months. i knew i was going in the right direction, but its like there was a heavy cleansing going on, something was trying to hold me back in a way. i went through horrible allergy and sinus symptoms and awful headaches that made me physically sick. i feel it was a process that was effecting my flesh body in this time of change for me.

always ask for protection from the ultimate creator, ask your higher self and /or soul group to lead you and protect you in love. love is the ultimate power, evil can not invade it without an open door. best wishes to you!!

peace to all,
lynette