[peemovvie]

can someone help me with this. i am not sure if this is the right thread to post it to but if not, maybe the moderators can direct it to where it needs to go.

i am confused with all this. ghosts, spirits, guides. i watch a program that tells the personal experiences of people who have died and come back. pretty much, everyone is brought into a light that is 20xs more bright than the sun. although they may have different ways in which they get to this light, they are always "guided" by someone, either a deceased family member or someone unknown, but yet all who radiate a sense of welcoming, safety and protection. this isn't a voice they hear in their head or a vision, it is a real physical being, "separate" from the person who has died. within the light, they experience an incredible sense of love, deep and so powerful that they feel as if they are part of it and that they are home. at this point, they are usually told certain things, but mostly, that it is not their time and shortly afterward, are "returned" to their body.

i am spiritual in nature, was born that way, with a sense of connection to everything. i have constantly sought to deepen my spiritual advancement in many different ways. i believe that this realm does exist and works to help "us" through this life and the journeys we experience. i often "look" for clues, signs...anything that might tell me that i am on the right path.

my question is, why is it so difficult to "converse" with these spirits or guides? if i am requesting their help, why can't they just appear and talk it out with me. it wouldn't violate my free will as i am requesting their help. they could possibly suggest something to me that i may not have thought of that might improve my spiritual path and in turn, help me in my process to help others. the idea that this is "our" journey and so we must make all the decisions on our own is fine. but why do i have to 'educate' myself to these decisions on my own? i think education and teachers are important because they provide information that let's us see things that otherwise we might not see. if all i ever learn is that which is around me, then i have lost out on everything else the world has to offer. yet, this seems to be the way it works. i do not have 'direct' access to my guides or spirits that are acting on my behalf and have to guess, through symbolism, like seeing 11:11 or a dream interpretation that i may be on the right tract. how much more could i develop if a spirit guide could manifest in front of me and have a one to one conversation. ultimately, it would have to be my choice to decide what i would do with the information i received.

i am not sure about all the densities and what happens when one goes from one to another, but in this show, when people die, some part of themselves, exits out of the body and begins this spiritual journey.when they go back, they re-enter the body. some part of us, within our body, can and does have the ability to access and communicate within these higher realms. then why, can we not access this ability while we are in our body.

to be clear, this is not a religious question. call them spiritual guides, advanced aliens here to help us...i really do not care. i believe they exist no matter how you wish to interpret them. my question is one of higher density connection. i would like to know if anyone knows why we cannot access these higher densities more directly while in this density or, if we can, and it is that i just don't know how to do it.

i feel like i am at school and, just on the other side of a door, is the teacher and the all the lessons i could ever want to learn, but no matter what i try, i cannot open the door. meanwhile, i look through the door's little window to see bits and pieces of the lessons exposed and try to interpret what it means.

thanks for all insights...