[stuck_in_WA]

actually, i seem to have lost an ability recently, and i am puzzled about it.

i had been hearing a distinct hum/vibration in my right ear for about 4 years. coincidentally, it began just about the same time i had begun to step onto the spiritual pathway that has become my life's journey.

it came and went, but i heard it almost daily, usually toward the end of the day. my ears and hearing are fine (had them checked). the hum was not debilitating, but it was definitely noticeable. i "heard" it no matter where i happened to be....the east coast of the u.s. and southern u.s. i did lots of research on it to try to learn what it might be all about...even posted a thread in the discussions forum on 9/21/07 called "infrasonic hum" (sorry, i cannot figure out how to paste the url here.)

then, suddenly, at about the same time that i got some excellent feedback on the thread from art, mawk and magical mongoose.... it stopped! i was finally feeling that it might actually be a positive sign/occurrence and i had decided to try to work with it instead of consider it some sort of intrusion. and, bingo! ...it was gone. it seems that almost simultaneously i lost some small progress i had been making with lucid dreaming.

i am still working on improving my dream recall, etc. but it is a mystery to me why i lost the "hum", just when i was beginning to appreciate it's possible importance to my spiritual growth.

when meditating, i always ask for divine protection, and guidance only from those of positive polarity. could it have been a negative influence?
i don't know!

love and light to all,
nancy