[bugagasikaga]

more recently as my ability to understand my whole self increases, i am more able to "hear" thoughts other than my own. most of the time, i cant really understand because my own thoughts are really jumbled (i'm going through a hard time right now). a couple weeks ago however, i had a chat with a being who i'm sure is of the negative variety. he wished to teach me of a technique that i can use to feed off of the hate and fear of others and then use it to inflict spiritual damage on them. he called it "dark ray energy", and he said that it was hitler's pursuit of this ability that was part of the reason he went mad. he didn't give me his name, and i couldn't see him. it was like a thought that i knew wasn't my own. i asked a friend and he said he doesn't think it's a mistake and that this being seeks to draw me to the negative (he claims he was once very intimate with the negative side). in all honesty, however, i think it is because i was visited by a light being by the name of gabriel almost three years ago. and he said "i was to meet the son soon enough". anyway i was wondering if anyone else had "meetings" like this, or if anyone could shed some light on this, thanks.