[joanbertis]

hello! it seems et's really like arizona for some reason. back in 1989-1994 when i lived there, i had a few unexplainable experiences. first time i was walking across a parade field (i was in the army) around 11 at night, by myself. i was about half-way across when i heard an unidentifiable noise above, close enough that i should have been able to see what was making it, but saw nothing. i heard a sound much like something with very large wings hovering over me (i jokingly expected to see a huge dragon hovering above). not like a helicopter, the sound was low frequency and slow. about a year later i had a series of dreams that had me in a very large ship. i was being shown around by a little guy (about 5 feet tall) w/a big head, large eyes (that were kinda like ours but way bigger w/no lashes), little mouth and i don't remember seeing much of a nose. he had a light grey and orange one piece suit on. he did not communicate w/me verbally, was friendly but unemotional. there were a group of little kids chasing each other around that had a sparse coating of hair on their heads, and i somehow knew that they were all mine. i also knew that was why i was there. what's really weird, i actually did turn up pregnant at that time, but had a miscarriage. i went in one week and the doctor confirmed the pregnancy via ultrasound, then i went in when i started to spot and another ultrasound revealed an empty gestational sac. the doctor seemed very awkward. before i had the miscarriage, i had another dream of being back on the ship, in a long rectangular looking room lying on what seemed like a hospital bed. a group came in dressed in some kind of protective gear, and piece of equipment attached to the ceiling was pulled closer to where i was. i started to panic and decided i didn't want to experience that piece of equipment. a human looking older woman was next to me and tried to offer support. it didn't work, and the next thing i knew i was in this strange twighlight kind of awareness. i was aware, but not aware of what was going on around me. then i felt myself being lowered somehow and felt my right leg hanging off of what ever was lowering me. when i "woke up" from this my eyes were already open and i just kind of floated back into normal awareness. about a week later, i miscarried. what's even stranger is how similar what i experienced is to the abduction case of travis walton. not the fire in the sky movie, but his actual accounts (which were very different from the movie). i only recently read of his experience so it did not influence the dreams i had. i did not feel any fear (other than the big hoopajoop attached to the ceiling) and felt familiar with the little guy in charge of my stay. i was also shown a huge room with an even bigger tank w/a killer whale swimming around in it. must have been a big ship. to this day i do not feel any anxiety over those experiences. i really did not feel threatened in any way. they seemed to have intentions that were friendly, albeit unemotional. lot's of l & l, krista