[adoreorerie]

just in the last few weeks, i've been seeing an abundance of ufo's. many have been "satellite" looking bright specs of light moving across the sky, one was orange and low in the atmosphere. one i saw a few weeks ago (the first one i've seen, i suppose) was a big, bright pulsating light, fixed in the sky, that disappeared in an instant, leaving me quite awestruck and filled with questions of what i had just witnessed. it's funny that i firmly believe "they're here", yet i doubt my own eyes when i see strange anomolies in sky, coming up with any form of plausible excuse, just like your every day skeptic.

the whole ufo/et subject never even mattered to me one way or the other until a couple years ago, when all of a sudded i became obsessed with wanting to know the truth of this matter. this new awareness of/need to know about this subject seemed to come out of nowhere and has been needleing my brain ever since. i've never really considered if i could be of et origin (that might still be a little much for me to consider, but maybe not. truth has proven stranger than fiction many times over these past few years). i am most definately a "black sheep" in my family and circle of friends. i find that the more i can understand others, the less i can really relate to them (paradox), and i feel the need for isolation most of the time. maybe i'll order one of those books mentioned above and read with an open mind.