[barsikjal]

none of the above were suitable options......

in dreams and during meditation, i've had several inspiring and profound experiences.

one conversation with a being was simiiar to my 'concept of oneness' very loving energy that was sky blue and (sun) yellow. the other was a philosopher/philanthropist of pure white light. i didn't want wake up or leave either conversations....uuugggggghh!

during a waking trance that spanned several weeks (taking an equal amount of time to 'get into' and 'out of'......) i felt a pure white light leave my head, like an explosion before departure. lots happened during this time.

also, one time, i asked a cloud to protect me (because i was 'in trance' and unstable for driving). would you believe that cloud followed me? at one point, a friend asked, 'do you know that you have a dark cloud following you!' oddly, it did follow me and may have even blocked a car from hitting me!!!! definitely had turned towards me; but was blocked (deliberately) by another car......kewl, huh?

during meditation, two golden beings (feminine) with elongated faces and skin tight thin helments appeared (in my mind's eye). nothing compares to the love that washed over me. nothing!!!

i've certainly sensed other beings, energy, or something close by. once there were five 'white' beings surrounding me; but since i was spooked, i asked them to back off a bit because i felt uncomfortable.

the best answer to this pole, imho, is i am an et. simply because everyone, essentially is an et.