[MaigicyuNinia]

Well met, Palindromic. -And I wish you the very best in sorting out the romance/passion issues.
Passion was for me - eons ago, one of my ways into deep 3rd density... Coming up again now ;-) No regrets!

I'm 36 and very happily married to a very wonderful man - but sometimes I must admit questioning if he's my twin soul. If he isn't I don't care. I love him, and I have committed to him, and we have already spent many life times together. We're part of a group, where several group members remember life times with each other, which is a very nice feeling.

The longing for romance, I think, is a very human thing. And the idea that there is the One special person can both be a distraction and a blessing. We all have our different roads to walk while here, and we all have to find out what works for us. For my own part, I'm glad I'm with the man I'm with, and I'm very happy for the group of friends I'm incarnated with. And I will also tell you this - despite being a 6th level being and of a very high frequency - the body you have right now is still very young. Your brain will be fully developed some time round the age of 25. And as your brain matures, certain aspects of adjusting to a body and to hormones and longings and other things become easier to understand and adjust to. I for one really appreciate not being 21 any more! So give yourself lots of space and be very patient with yourself. The hunger for romance and love never really ends, but it gets a little easier to handle with age and maturity.

Another aspect I've found as I've come of age, is that the longing I sometimes mistook for a longing for romance when I was young, or the longing for my boyfriend and then husband - I can still feel that longing, even when my body is fully satisfied, my heart swims in Love and everything is perfect; family, our children, romance and all. And I realise that the longing isn't really for the perfect romantic union with a partner (since I already have that), but a longing for the total union with "Supreme Being"/God -(whatever you choose to call It). And that longing will only be fulfilled when the body is no more.

Having had a few drops of taste of what this union can be like during meditations and other experiences - I understand my own longing for it. But I'm here for the game and I'm not leaving. So instead I try and love that longing, and when it seeps into me, now and again, I give myself over to Supreme Being and sleep, or pull my daughters and husband closer. Giving birth and holding your very own new born baby in your arms for the first time, is the closest I've ever been to a complete and perfect union between heaven and earth :-)

You have so much to look forward to, my friend. Just be patient with yourself, and let life unfold in its own wonderful and mysterious ways! Trust your higher self, that the very best will unfold for you :-) Let go - and miracles happen.

Namaste