[Breeriacoirl]

it's been really hard for me since last year when i broke up with my fiance'. i was diagnosed with severe depression. since the break up i was like a hermit...i did what i needed to do around the house but most of the time i vegged in front of the tv. i'm trying to break out and do things i like use to do. knowing that it is materialistic and bring me temporary happiness, i bought my dream car. it did change my mood because i know i will have to baby her and take of it, putting me in a different frame of mind. plus i bought a pet rabbit knowing that he will have to rely on me to survive and be loved. even hanging out with friends and such......i just can't build up enough steam to get excited as once did in life. i just don't know...life goes on but that is about it.....rutville.