[k1ePRlda]

perhaps your ego is dying and your inner child is birthing. meaning, your true self is coming forward and your ego is stepping aside. i different feeling of control or lack of, because it is new....with no patterns to follow, you are creating yourself as you go and meet each moment. you are perhaps changing to depend on your own validation vs external validation that feeds our ego.

i have had my moments this year as well. ups and downs, challenges to stay the course, putting my strength and will forward behind thoughts that want to surface that no longer are valid, but just automatic reactions. it has tested me as well.

does this make any sense?

i know, we tell ourself this all the time and we tell others: have faith and believe and trust yourself. it is true, when the test are great, the strength of our character and our will will be shown to us.

keep it all real and true....