[Quigoxito]

hi there!

i'm a singer and voiceliberationcoach and ought to practice that for myself at the moment. but when i'm low i don't sing...perhaps because i'm a professional having lost my caréer where depression has been a big factor. as for me i have to learn to sing a "nep-tune", to sing even if i'm ignored, looked upon with envy (feeling envy myself of course against the more successful ones) and counteracted,
in this world of concurrence and where it's even more difficult to come back when you're a woman 50+.

pple have been singing when imprisoned, even in the moment of being executed..as a very neptunic scorpio that's what i have to learn...if a thought can interact with the collective unconscious, a song also can, right? it's the sense of "no contact" that stops me, but i'm connected all the time and i'm going to start today....gosh, all these books.."the singing cure" is a good one...please don't delete

amélie, in one of his audible readings david adresses this issue.....don't remember if it's the payed ones or the one that's for free....and! yesterday night i heared a readioprogram about a family heavily struck with depression..the father being the only one not having it and of course the one representing the "if you seek counselling, you will be labeled forever as sick and have lesser opportunity to succeed-pattern".

luckily today it's not as forbidden to have an aching soul as when my mother was struck by manicdepression and schizophrenia. no wonder when you consider her history. but being her "fathers daughter" she wanted to have a caréer and could not admit any weakness. it's a long story i cannot tell here, but the "7 generations of original sin" as mentioned in the bibe is a metaphor for the unprocessed wounds that families transmit on to the next generation. you can be the one to break the pattern! tell your own story at least to youself! it's your truth! embrace it, understand it and cry for the person that went through all this and feel the love for all suffering pple and you can come out on the other side, and even sing a song of gratitude and joy. i'm actually talking to myself also as you can understand.

the truth about yourself shall set you free
liliane