[Reocourgigiot]

thanks megan.

don't get me wrong...although i long to be in a relationship, its not that i'm "looking" for one.....just hoping for destiny to bring me the right person, that's all. perhaps this intense friendship i just experienced was to help motivate me to do some inner cleansing and move on with my life. it's really painful, that's all- because this person is also so lost, confused, sensitive, complicated. perhaps i was meant to help teach him something.

i tend to be really fussy about who i get involved with....there has to be that extra "thing" that just "feels" right, otherwise i'm not interested.
the thing is, when i do get interested.....i fall so terribly deep.

then i need help to get back up again, to save me from drowning.

my emotions are so intense, i feel i'm being reborn all the time.
is this a burden all creative souls must carry; a part of the creative process?