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Old 04-20-2008, 07:49 PM   #32
HugoSimon

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it was a struggle to get out of bed this morning; i was just going to stay there. at least when i'm asleep, i feel peaceful.

it is taking an effort even to type this.

god, i feel so utterly miserable this morning.

i feel so used, like i've been used by someone and discarded.
if he cared he might try and get in touch or something, or just offer some kindness.
he knows what i'm going through.
he doesn't seem bothered by it in the slightest.

i really, really wish my life would end right now!
well, another persons actions or "will" shouldn't really affect us that badly, unless we are already down for some other reason, like that saying , "don't change him, exchange him" etc......we should never really "need" another person at all, if we do....we aren't ready for a relationship, and should just enjoy people as friends, or we are going to allow ourselves to be hurt again, just by the plain fact that another person isn't compatable with our desires or tastes, dosen't make them wrong, or us unworthy, just diffrerent from each other.....but you seem to have a wonderful heart and level head with most things, soooooooo, here is what i think...


mabey it is physical.....have you tried a parasite cleanse, followed by the colon/liver/kidney flushes etc, and then the castor oil packs? if you go to curezone.com and search on edgar cayce, his simple remedies truly can work miracles in that regard.

our cells hold toxins, which hold our old emotions, which can build up to the point of overwhealming if they aren't flushed out regularily....think of the way some smells bring back a memory crystal clear for example, well it is on that principle.

the first round you can feel worse at first because you are detoxifying so fast, so don't let that put you off, because a lot of people the more they are cleansed, the better they feel, even better than childhood for a lot.

you can pm me if you want me to cut and paste some stuff for you since i have already been following the edgar cayce advice on that site. etc.
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