am i a wanderer? i feel too un-evolved to be a wanderer. but as a child, for no rational explanation, i always felt a painful longing, a feeling, that i had long lost brothers and sisters out there somewhere. it hurts so much thinking about it, because i feel so trapped. another thing i sometimes did, can't remember my exact age, about 11 probably- i sometimes tried to communicate with other life, out there somewhere in the sky. one time, i even thought i saw something land in the field opposite. maybe it was just my imagination. i think i'm too un-evolved to be a wanderer. i just feel there are parts of me missing. i feel such a terrible sense of longing, of yearning. god, this really hurts. (i'm definitely not the unemotional sort, of wanderer, in any case, lol).