[gettoblaster]

bob ---it took me on another all night woodstock orgy is what it did, this time no tears just strong emotion - stop! enough already. that was a nice notion about planting a love bomb, but doesn't work for me. at least not like that.

like being told to send light to the planet to wherever it needs it, close your eyes, concentrate, let goooooooo........ok, ho hum, now what?

i hate meditation! and i hate exercises and all that kind of stuff. been there, done that, no more, i'm off to something different.

i love what you say about getting off this prison planet. reminds me of a time i got my mind blown during this healing with crystals course i was on years ago. i got handed a book chanelling the crystal skull, started reading it, then read this bit about this planet being the dumping ground for the galaxy's criminals and assorted riff raff, and now they were freaked out because this criminal population was about to blow everybody up so they had to send lots of light workers to try to stop the destruction. my world stopped for about 10 minutes, i couldn't move.

i just knew it was the truth. something deep inside got really affected. in this same book it talked about music being a language. that resonated as well. that book really did me in.

so in that sense, yes this planet is a prison, and we are either the criminal riff raff or lightworkers, take your pick. oh, yah, another thing it said is that artists like j joplin, hendrix, morrison, and probably lennon, were sent to speak to the earth inhabitants through the music language, to balance out the energies or whatever, and that they had difficulty with the heavy atmosphere here, and had to leave early because they couldn't handle it. too right!

and that information doesn't conflict at all with the info that's going around now, in fact, it ties neatly in, i think. most everything i read or hear has a part to play in the whole picture, "take what you like and leave the rest" and the pieces of the puzzle are fitting in, bit by bit. a bit of mixed metaphoring...

anyway, thanks bob, you're a gem. love, larissa