[Zhgrlpil]

you know what it feels like to me is like that understanding that something is ruined for you once youve had better kind of thing.

like i dont know say you go to a special restaurant and have a steak done the best way youve ever had it - and so now any other place just doesnt compare.

for me, i relish it. its like seeing everything in a new light, i cant look at things as i used to anymore. i either see them as they are now to my understanding, or overlook them as we all tend to do as we continue the mundane tasks of 3d life lol

it feels like we are walking in the future and everyone else who has not caught up to this are from the past. now that would be a weird twisted form of 'time travel' lol