[Nekas48]

hi j_stubler,

in response to your post -

it's like taking a sponge out of a tiny box --- now i can't get back into the box....

wow nicely put. thats because your spirituality is bigger than the box that is all - count yourself as being very lucky!!!

another angle to put on it regarding you not being able to connect with your friends anymore - or they cant connect with you?

i applause your sincerity to the cause, stick with it and trust. the rewards will be more than you can imagine.

for most of my life i have felt the same as you. i remember 10 years or so ago (way before my awakening) looking up to the stars one night and crying because i felt i just wanted to go "home". i have never forgot that night and the pull to go back "up there".

in fact many people throughout my life (i am 42 on 23 july) have said i am not from this planet (sarcastically of course ) i always took that as a compliment!

stick with it my friend - you have us as friends on this forum and i bet we are more sincere than your circle of friends.

a message to the _g_man :- i am also deeply touched at your story and i take my hat off to you. being so young and together makes me feel you are an old soul and a wanderer. i applaud you by standing by the courage of your convictions.

may you both (and all visitors) have a wonderful journey and enjoy every bump life throws at you.

for now i have to return to my own planet lol and make supper!

oh by the way has anyone got change of a zonc for the parking meter?

love and light

matt
xx