[zoneouddy]

i strongly relate to the concern of schizophrenically living in two realities - one being the '3d-earth-this is all there is' reality and the more deep one encapsulating all of it and more.

i have struggled in the past as i began to notice the second more vast sense of things and accepted it more and more. i thought that it would be so much easier to simply live in this alternative framework and disregard the one we were all raised in. using the 'disconnection' metaphor, i pictured a life fully 'unplugged' from the mainstream reality to be much less stressful and more natural to my being.

such a desired disconnection i think leads to a loss of credibility and a loss of overall effectiveness with the majority of others on this planet. i've come to believe, for me personally, that i would be wasting my potential by jumping off the proverbial train to take the easy road on my own. it's possible that the disposition of straddling these two frameworks is a positive challenge to face and overcome.

to me, i think that operating in both of these paradigms is integral. i think that by synchronizing both in my own being i can then work to synchronize them in others as well.

-my first post, enjoy!