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i know what you mean. i've been in this frame of mind for about 10 years. i love living on the earth and i like people for the most part but feel more and more intolerant of those who are service to self. i feel the need to pull far away from them lately. i just feel so icky (slimed) being around them. i see everything that's wrong and wonder why i'm here in this muck? did i come too late or too soon? what can i do to change this to the positive dirction i am so craving? no job suits me, luckily i'm married to a loving, talented, hard working man who provides for us so i don't have to work outside the home. but i'm in a quandry. i need people, esp. people that radiate light like i do. but i just can't stand all the other nonsense--the bickering, hatred, violence, self-centeredness, self-degrading, lies and greed, freedoms disappearing daily, so many without work, too many drug-addicted people, the military-corporate-pharma machine that is rolling over the planet it seems with no regard to consequence.

i'm looking for light-filled, intelligent like-minded people on a spiritual path like me (not religious per se) who care about this world and the plight of all on it. but i'm bombarded daily and just wonder why am i here? i'm so thankful for this group and a couple of others with like-minded people but i don't live near any! and i feel a strong need for a physical contact, like a community of really good people. i'm so done with negatives. but here i am...

i'm looking for light at the end of this very dark tunnel. thank god/dess/creator/source for david. he keeps me sane and grounded. and hopeful.

you all rock!:d
valarie