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Old 09-17-2009, 11:44 PM   #31
FUNALA

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hi everyone,

i have bounced around from feeling very disconnected to extremely connected, from my days being full to the brim with synchonistic meetings in which i help people out or receive information about what i should do next in my life to feeling like time has really sped up and i am in a zone of forgetting everything i've learned and being confused and sad, or just not really here.

i've found that i will have to change my diet, which is weighing me down and has contributed to not being well. being well nourished and doing lots of yoga has helped me at times to maintain a consistent perspective - almost like an ongoing now, for long periods of time in which i am completely at ease and flow with my environment, and get a lot of joy out of it and the people i meet, regardless of how spiritually evolved they are. it is like it is all a dance - and synchronicity presents me with what nourishes me as well as opportunities to nourish others.

to remain here in this state longer, i have learned to experience this reality as a dream in which i have become lucid. that way i feel fine, everything is fine because it is just a dream. plus, it can be a really cool dream. this does still feel disconnected though, and in order to feel happy and serene and joyful i also then say, ok, what will i do in my dream? how beautiful a dream! it is me everywhere shining to myself through so many beautiful images! i do not need to have chakras, but i can use that concept (which becomes very 3d, to fill my avatar (my body and identity as a separate entity) with love and healing. i can also use my avatar to heal others and communicate with them. in this state i remember everything but without a story line. i am no longer forgetful or unmindful. i care about others' wellbeing and happiness out of no effort, just my own bliss. i am unattached to any consequence or activity. i can just admire the beauty around me - the energy of creation. it is like moving from perception to creation...hmmm.

i am not sure this will help. i felt i wanted to post it.

thanks for listening.
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