[Amorsesombabs]

so it isn't just me who feel disconnected? i have increasingly felt this way since the beginning of this decade, but this feeling have just exploded the last six months. i don't have any close friends, because i can't relate to what is important in the lives of the people i meet, it's like they live in a different reality. i don't see that as a problem, though, i have always been a loner. i have always found it strange that people spend so much of their lives at things that doesn't matter, that they don't see, to quote the beatles: all you need is love!

this summer i had this amazing feeling, almost a bubbly sensation, that i was about to fint out the truth. about two months later i found some of david's work, and it felt so right. i haven't told anyone about this, but i'm sure you all understand. but this has just increased the disconnected feeling. things that where important to me before, just doesn't matter anymore. but i have to work to stay connected, because i believe it is important to do so.

thank you all for beeing so loving.

love anette.