[yespkorg]

ive never really considered myself to be a very spiritual person tbh although i have always been very interested in things like the paranormal, remote viewing, tarot cards, telepathy etc

i was only diagnosed as having a thing called ehlers danlos syndrome last year although it is a genetic illness so i have had it all my life and just basically got on with things best i could and then when i found out lots of issues i had in the past made sense finally to do with my health at least.

i dont know what its like to be blind but i do have some issues with my sight, namely constant snow vision and either some kind of ocular migraines or some similar kind of visual disturbances, eye pain, problems seeing in the dark at all or even problems in a room thats too bright. i often get terrible after images and it doesnt have to be because of really bright lights, any kind of light seems to do it! i had an op as a child because i had a turn in my eye although since then apparently the eye i had the op on has perfect vision and my other eye is only slightly long sighted as time i had a test anyway.

anyhoo regardless of the actual medical issues i defintiely think that having a disability does help you to be able to develop yourself spiritually obviously depending on what aspects you are working on!

i definitely think living with something that does force you to change the way you do things gives you the opportunity to take time out and i definitely think that it does widen your perspective and views on life, maybe pushes you to contemplate the whole meaning of your own life and what your place in the world is!!

i definitely must pick up on peoples thoughts or something because it happens for too often to be coincidence. myself and my daughter are very close even though for instance the other night we had a huge arguement but it certainly cleared the air a bit but we are very close, we often are thinking the same things, so often id say all the time. either one of us just has to be thinking about something and hte other one will pick up on it, its very strange at times especially when its something thats not a normal concern or topic of conversation but it still happens.

i definitely pick up on other peoples energies, sometimes to the point where other peoples energy can affect my own which isnt always a good thing when the other person has negative energy, it does rub off on you!!

i dont think your vision loss would affect what you see in your head and maybe in some ways it may be better not to have outside influences interfering with your own internal thoughts!! a bit like a writer not being able to write anything without incorprating outside influnces because they have been reading others work or watching others films. so in a way your information may well be more authentic and original to yourself and your own methods of viewing, telepathy, intuition if that makes any sense!!

one very important thing i think you need if you want to access these parts of yourself or develop them is peace and quiet and no outside infuences. ive never been great at sitting down specifically to meditate although i did used to do a self healing reiki session on myself everyday, even just lying down in a quiet room with no telly or music and nobody else there just yourself and your own thoughts and just allow things to develop and come natrually to you, dont try and force it too much.

also with remote viewing i dont know if automatic writing is in that same bracket but i suspect it may be, maybe that may be something you might want to look into as im sure that this is done with the eyes closes during some kind of meditation or self hypnosis which imo are basically the same thing.