[doxinwasido]

yeah scott, you are right as ra is, all illness comes from the inside. they are catalysts for learning.
i know all my health issues were pre-planned and well executed during this incarnation with the help of my guides.
and yes, i can say that some of these times, especially closer to teenage hood i was creating most of the illnesses and issues myself trying to hide myself away from this strange world.
my tumor, most likely developed because of fear, the fear i was unable to tame a while even after the problem was surgically removed.
these things come and go, as long as you do not let it take full control you can pull yourself out.
and those that never do pull themselves out planned it this way in between incarnations for their own unique karmic plan.

love and light,
ra ma