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i'm writing this because my heart hurts. i feel so lost. the law of one. the source field investigations. interviews with hoagland, lear, dean, deacon, and many others. what do we feel? how do we take what we awaken from? how do we make sense of all that is so new to us? ...this life blunders us with such a feeling of confusion and angst. theory after theory, opinion after opinion. it boggles the mind. something is coming of course. we can not stop what will become us. but i write this message for many who struggle. we cry in doubt. we suffer in angst. we wonder how it shall all play out for our world. we have theories, we have speculation, but what does this do for our soul? faith? in what exactly? many of us have a connection to so many we cherish, yet the transcendence to a higher density leaves our hearts at a pause. i listen to songs of heartache and reason that trouble the mind of those that can not see the path ahead. i yearn for our world in a time where desperation is evident. we look for more. we hope for better. what we get shall be a mystery. some are ready; many are not. as it approaches, our hearts pray for something beyond our understanding. my question is... is how can we quiet the drum that beats for humanity? how can we join in love in a world where each defend it's own understanding and harbor the coming of something beyond them?.... my soul is aching (in joy) for us all. my tears are only 3rd density, but my desire is beyond. what is yours my brothers and sisters?