[BluewayAllere]

welcome to the forum and to our community, absul!

we are happy to have you and o boy, did you come to the right place!


i can try to help you with some of the things you are dealing with,
we all have the same issues here! lol (wish there was a cuckoo smilie)

i think the light being you were seeing is your master/gardian....
what they show you are lessons for growth which you have to figure out!

that's how they greeted me as well, with weird gruesome visions!
but it is the only way for them to determine our level of polarization:
do we get mad and crazy from these visions or do we learn and turn them into something positive!

love and light,
ra ma