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so how many of you out there have "officially" converted your parents? lol. i chose the title "when the child becomes the teacher" because i've heard that saying a lot in the past few days. so i just thought it would be neat to use it as a topic to ask folks when exactly did they turn their parents on to david's research/law of one teachings/2012 phenomenon? it doesn't have to be your parents, but basically any relative or friend that's been deep rooted in their belief system that you've found would be extremely difficult to open up to think outside the box. in my case, it would be my mom. not that she's firmly rooted in religion, but she just finds these topics to be too scary for her.

i've been aware of this site for (at least) two years now. and everything i read, i relay it back to my mom. we've been getting closer these last few years and i pretty much can talk to her about anything since she's the most open minded of my family. my family's actually a pretty cool christian family that comes with all the positives of being christian and very little negatives. but my mom is still the most open minded. my grandmother tells me all the time, that only jesus knows when he's coming back and i rather not say anything because she is a woman with a good heart and very little judgment. so as much as i (personally) dislike religions, i'm glad she's using it the way they are suppose to be used.

my mom does listen to me, but you can still see the uneasiness in her. probably most of it is from me. i'm not really good at explaining things as i am writing them, so i can imagine all kinds of disinformation that comes out of me when i'm trying to explain to her what was in david's latest blog. lol i'm shy by heart, and even speaking with my mom at times makes me nervous. i doubt she'll ever come to the site or read up herself, so i try to explain and simplify it down so she can get it. and she does. i mean, she's a smart woman, she obviously gets it. but she's never been so religious, so at times i think she's shaking her head - hoping that i'm not being led down the wrong path, or is just reading some "conspiracy theory" website.

i've been very nervous trying to explain to people the law of one and such, until this past summer. something happened to me, that made me absolutely know that this was truth. in conjunction with wilcock's articles and books, i also look at some similar stuff and at the time, i was reading something on devachanic realms. one night, after staying up all night..even though i was barely tired, i decided to turn in. it was around 7am. i was lying in bed. i think i was chewing my nails, since i do that when i'm bored. my sister came into my room, since i have a personal bathroom she uses to get ready for her college classes and she told me that her laptop needed fixing. i said "ok" and closed my eyes 3 seconds after. keep in mind, i'm still not tired or even on the verge of sleep. with my eyes closed, a "peephole' opened in my forehead and spread wider like a camera lens. out of the lens, i could see clouds everywhere, along with low classical music, getting louder and everything was intense. not a bad intense, but just really surreal since it was the first time i experienced it.

i "snapped" myself out of it. not because i was afraid, although it was a little too much for me. but more because i wanted to let someone know what i just saw. my sister had only been in the bathroom for a minute, and as soon as she gotten out, i told her " i've been to heaven. " me, telling them heaven was a way for me to simplify what they didn't understand, since most people don't go reading about earth being split like an onion into planes. but i've told a few people. and the response i've always gotten. "nice dream." and i just reply as usual - this wasn't a dream.

so, fortunately that have been the turning point for my mom. after i told her, i think she's easing herself into it. when i'm explaining stuff to her now, i just know it's right and no one can tell me otherwise and i guess she can tell the difference in my voice. so i think i'm helping her think outside of the box. and it's funny, because a few days ago she came to me shocked. she had just gotten off the phone with the wife of a family friend, richard from philadelphia. apparently, she didn't know what to do with him anymore because she said he was running around, saying all these crazy things about illuminati this and, how things are not how it seems and how we have to keep an eye out for the signs. lol me and my mom just finished talking about that maybe a few days earlier. i asked her if she thought he was crazy. she said "maybe, if i just didn't finish talking to you about this, i would have." so, i asked her if she thought i was crazy. " she said no. than i said "that's good to know." and walked away, lol.

so! progress is being made! and she's really starting to ask me questions with her own free will - so i'm glad i'm not forcing her to accept anything. i do wish she would visit the site though. i'm trying to describe to her the positives of the event. it is working, but every so often, she still dwell on the doom & gloom stuff.