[Qualarrizab]

hi marlon,

i am sooooo pleased to see that you are in a much better place now than when we last had contact - i am so happy for you.

great post my friend and thank you for sharing that story with us.

thank you. i'm doing much much better. almost to the point of whatever i posted was an embarassment. lol! i said it before and i'll say it again. this forum is a huge support system to anyone who needs it, and it's really cool talking to other people who have the same problems as you. i wouldn't have ever thought there was a forum like this stashed somewhere. on those other sites, people even bash you for being honest. lol i've been called a troll or energetic vampire once or twice. it left me thinking "this is what i get for asking for help? better be quiet next time." lol

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one of the things i am passionate about is getting people to realise that all dog food, whether tinned or biscuit variety, are in fact **** and not at all good for them as their systems require proper natural food. he was intrigued and i explained the benefit of feeding raw chicken, bones and all. i know this is off thread but not really when you consider i try and make animals lives better, after all they deserve respect and proper nutrition as well as us.

oh, believe me. nothing about animals is off limits with me. lol i love my dog and it's nice to see you're going out of your way to make sure your dog is getting the best. lol he's probably eating better than you. and you know what question i was thinking the other day? do we have the options as higher beings to look back and aid our animals in their evolution? i'm sure it'll be something that's possible since ra is the 5th or 6th density looking back, helping the 3rd density. i just really love my dog to death and i really want her to be able to ascend with me, if i'm going to 4th density at all.

i love the way you are able to explain things and put it to your family members in a different way but in a way you know they will listen to you. that is a good gift to have under your belt. actually i am able to do the same but in my case it is purely for the purposes of manipulation

i'm glad you think so! i can be my own worse enemy and i really feel uncomfortable trying to get people to understand this, but amazingly they get it! lol but thank you, i am getting better and better at it. you know what i told a few of my friends, and my mom one night during a conversation? i forgot what the conversation was about exactly but it had to do with extra terrestrials and crop circles. they wanted to know why didn't "aliens" just blow up the planet as i was trying to explain to them i think they are our extended family in a way. i said "imagine yourself in kindergarten. now imagine you had a big sister or brother who was in 5th grade, who occasionally walked past your classroom and poked their head inside to make sure you were doing alright. now is it hard to believe they are our big brother or sister, higher in the evolutionary scale just checking up on us? " - it wasn't word for word, but something of that nature. but everyone understood and it clicked, which is good enough for me lol.

hey you should introduce richard from phili to the forum!

you know what? i am trying to find a way to introduce this to richard and other people. because they know something is up. but at the same time - it's like people are ready to write this off because it seems too fantasy for them. they are more ready to accept some conspiracy theory/doom & gloom/everyone's reptilian point of view before they can get into this.

i keep finding reasons to appreciate this forum

i know. the support here is amazing!

i've also come to see with my own eyes and trust that these issues are slowly being disclosed in a more public way, and that it's only a matter of time before these 'conspiracies' are much more common knowledge. also, dw has stated that we will all have our minds blown on what has been hidden from us our whole lives, so i'm looking forward to some deeper surprises myself.

cheers,
jellyfish

this is how i feel as well. i'm really just sitting patiently waiting for these things to be revealed on a more grander scale. i just decided to talk openly with my family about it though because i know they get very weirded out about things. and i know they won't be able to handle some of it! lol negative or positive, when you realize the world you live in was a bubble, it'll totally flip your mind. and i'm just trying to lend my support and be a cushion for them to fall on.

it is not our place to awaken those that prefer to sleep. allow them to sleep. it is their free will at play. at most plant a seed, allowing them to water and nurture it, or allow it to die, as they wish.

i do agree with you on that, and i'm hoping that i'm helping them water their seed rather than "gardening the plants" for them. a reason i decided to open up and share what i've been learning to my mother is because she had been on a fear frenzy. as i mentioned, she's not very religious and i know that decision weighs down on her at times. so i can see her second-guessing her path in life a lot. it's not my position to choose anything for her, but i'm also not going to sit back and let my mom worry herself sick over something very trivial, religious fanatics stress over constantly. am i going to hell? have i been a good enough christian? have i been a good enough wife/mother? have i followed the commandments? will jesus pick me? i thought only a specific group was being picked? will all of us sit in hell before we're picked? - those are some of the topics we talk about on a regular basis before i got into all of this. i respect what ever religion someone wants to worship, but i know when there's a person whose looking for answers. and since i seem to be the only person in my family who won't just accept the bible as the ultimate truth and nothing else, i'm glad i can help her branch out to a more simple way of looking at life.