[gtyruzzel]

woah sounds like some really open minded family members out there. remember these topics are quite a long way from the mainsteam paradigm. my parents are an ex scientist now medical prof. and a zoologist theres no chance they'd be open enough for this site but i keep testing the waters just to see how far they'd be willing to stretch their beliefs. i do feel i chose them and they kept my eager mind stimulated with the worlds wonders from a young age, but time has come that ive left them in the dust so to speak, for a while i considered it my duty to help them become more aware asap but ive since wised up.

it was what carla said in her wanderers handbook...
think of ourselves as seed sowers, johnny appleseeds of the spirit. offer a
thought when the time seems right, then drop the subject and move on
with equanimity. a person will hear us when it is her time to awaken, not
before. trust the alarm clock each of us has set. we are all on schedule. we
can choose to accelerate that schedule, but only for ourselves. it is important
not to worry about the negative polarity as we work on our positive
polarity i keep saying to myself when i feel tempted to push others too soon "trust the alarm clock each has set"