[MaigicyuNinia]

here's david wilcock's comments about suicide:

these times we are in right now are meant to be the hardest, most crushing initiations we will ever face.

almost everyone toys around with suicide thoughts at some point.

the problem is that if you were to do it, by law of one terms you'd have to immediately crash-land into another incarnation, that was fairly 'random', with unpredictable parents and situations. reincarnation is a scientifically provable reality and many suicides have been examined under hypnosis in subsequent lives.

in your next life, you would then need to deliberately reconstruct, as a soul, the same experience all over again -- only worse -- and this time not decide to take your own life.

taking one's own life is a crime against the very soul. the mind convinces itself that it is a solution from the pain, but in fact it creates many new problems that, by comparison, will seem far worse than whatever the conundrum was in the physical.

on the other side you realize what a terrible mistake you've made -- and how much easier it would have been to find a way to deal with it.

look at your situation this way. you have a higher self. it has goals and agendas for you. those goals and agendas often involve serious initiation. that means never giving up -- no matter what life may bring.


i really appreciate david's input on this matter and his input was the decisive factor in my deciding to eliminate the suicide option. i've decided to not do the suicide option.


i already knew that suicide was a bad option, but i had figured that my many lifetimes would still enable me to have choices of where i'd reincarnate, not to mention move on to the 4-d reality, but the idea of losing the power of choice of where i'd reincarnate -- beit in 3d or 4d -- stopped me cold.


i've lived through too many lifetimes to lose that power of pre-incarnational choice, so i'm going to stay here in this current body of mine and figure it out how to survive. i already have several plans in motion, so i'm already working hard on enabling me to live here and now on our current 3-d earth.


i'm very grateful for david's input, as well as all of you who responded to this thread, as well as the emails that i've received from my wonderful friends and family.


for the record: i am choosing to remain alive here and now on earth in my current body!