[jackie Obrian]

"last edited by chris hamilton; 11-04-2010 at 04:03 am. reason: spiral is speaking of don elkins. david never knew him-don died in 1984 when david was only 11 "

i mentioned don being hard on david. what i meant was it seemed hard on david because he has as far as i know brought it up more than once and when mentioning this it sounds as if david didn't like the idea that don did this and seems to express sympathy.

i am not trying to point out a small mistake or point the finger at david by no means. i have only the best thoughts about him but this was just something that i didn't want people to think was absolute because i speculate people of this site would take this point from david and find it completely valid. this is an opinion and would like to say educated. there are conditions where i believe the only way to get out of would be suicide and were not intentionally created by the person committing suicide.

this isn't or hasn't been a sensitive issue for me. i believe in past lives also. in my past life i feel 99% sure who i was from more than one string of events. i am now at about the same age i committed suicide before which this person committed only because they had next to no support and was very much in service to others and kept having what seems to me as negative greetings. i have had a hard time because suicidal contemplation would pop up out of no where and have not drug on or resulted from depression just seems i am dealing with the karma of my past life. i have even had visions and felt many of the same exact feelings of this persons actions. one instance being he gave away most of his stuff and visited his close friends before leaving earth. this was before i knew anything about my past life person i researched.

this person committed suicide 18 years before i was born.