well, i got the shock of my life this morning. my entire family crafted a single email in a word doc, then each of them (5 of them) sent me identical copies, as it was created as a "team" of them, to me, and in that letter, they totally cut off any connection and communication with me. no more emails, no visits of any kind, no allowance of my visits of any of them -- totally cut off. they've already blocked my email address, so i cannot contact them this way and i'm nearly deaf, so emails are the only way that i can communicate with them, so they know that i won't be calling them by phone. i've already sent them an email to them explaining that i've decided to eliminate the suicide option, but it seems that they did not get the message. completely mofo disowned. they say that they are not disowning me, but they are by their actions. ya gotta be kidding me. i dunno, man. i totally cannot believe this. i have a younger brother who is a multi-millionaire, yet he is so disdainful of me that he would not deign to send me any money to help me out. how callous is that?