[Wachearex]

i think suicide should not be looked upon with such taboo and that it doesn't set you back karmically at all. first of all, i don't believe in karmic debts literally. i feel that there is karma but that you don't owe anything to anyone. to me it's a matter of vibration and the fact that negative vibration eventually attracts negative things.

we have to think about suicide in terms of the mind body and soul. each part of this trifecta can be compromised leading to your death. no one would naturally want to kill themselves just because they're curious about death. a person's inner reality is what decides how they feel and that is a subjective decision. when it's good, death is not appealing. essentially you can die in one of three ways...

body: when the body is compromised you become ill. people whom die when the body is ill are considered to have died physically.

mentally: the mind can be overloaded causing you to make an illogical decision leading to your death. when you make a fatal error based upon a simple miscalculation of logic, your death was psychologically related.

spiritually: this is where suicide plays a role and it is the only time when choice is involved with the death process. spiritual deaths occur when a person's determined reality shifts so radically and permanently that they cannot find a way back to how they want it to be.

when the spirit is compromised your decisions about life seem to totally malfunction on every level. no matter what you do you are depressed and it will not change. this becomes your permanent reality even though it could potentially still change. sometimes it feels like something is never going to change even though there's a good chance that it still can. i've been through this phase many times in the past so i know what it feels to have the spirit nearly compromised.

spirit matters are subjective whereas logical matters are objective. when a spirit matter becomes objective, you could find yourself wanting to die because then it is like your reality is being totally controlled by an outside force. when a logical matter becomes subjective, you are deceiving yourself into believing something that is utterly dangerous to your well being. being a slave to things you do not want to feel is a terrible thing and sometimes it appears that the only way out is suicide.